Right in front of my eyes

I am already gone
And so are we
Once there was something.
Something, called "us"
But that time has past.

Remember all the happy moments we shared together.
But under the surface you where hidden something.
Something I never could foretell. How could you?

Thought the life we lived where natural. How could I know?
How could I know that all the things that surrounded us where so...so bad.

And all the things you did. I didn't think about it then.
But now I know better. And I find it repulsive.

My feelings for you are tearing me apart.
I don't know what to feel for you anymore.
Should I love you, or hate you?

When I understood what was going on, I became confused. I became an empty shell and wanted to scream. My world where falling apart. And I couldn't stop it. It was undefeatable.
I felt powerless.

I am scared of seeing you again.
Cause I don't know how I am going to react.
You could say that I am a bit scared of myself, cause I don't know which feelings that will show when, or if, we someday will meet.

But there is one thing you must understand and I hope you've already come to your sences and figured it out. That there will be no more of us. What you've done has crushed that little hope that was there once.

I love you, but we where always meant to say goodbye.
I love you enough to let you go.
I am already gone.